I love you

so I let you go

“I love you”
The three words I wish I could’ve told you more.
The three words I wish I could’ve said without much thinking,
whether it’s okay to tell you that.

We knew it’s not possible.
But both of us ignored it, and we laughed about how crazy we are
for making fools of ourselves.
Then, I was happy with the lies I told myself.

And then one day you realized
that the thing we have doesn’t make you happy,
that the fact of us being apart makes you sad,
that you don’t see the future of us.

You told me you like me,
but you never like me enough to fight for me
You told me you like me,
but you’re not willing enough to make some sacrifices

And here I am alone in the mess you left me

I love you, and I will do anything for you
even if that means disappearing from your life
so you can forget me easily

I love you, and I will do anything for you
even if I have to let you go

24 November 2021