Closure

Diah Kintan P
1 min readMay 18, 2020
Photo by Lubov' Birina on Unsplash

Sorry for being selfish, too selfish. I know you don’t want to talk to me, and I know you won’t talk to me. I know how you feel, and I know you will keep ignoring everything I say, but I will say it anyway.

I don’t mind you ignoring me, as long as you’re happy somewhere with someone you love. You know what? Maybe I should’ve done what you told me. Maybe I should’ve told you that I will forget you, eventhough it was all lie. The truth is, I don’t want to forget you, I won’t even try. And I will never forget you.

I don’t know if we will ever meet again in this life. But I can wait until our next life to see you.

I know I can’t say it now. But I will live my life to the fullest everyday, and one day I will be able to tell you: I loved you.

Hakone, 18 Mei 2020

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Diah Kintan P

Turning the chaos inside my head into well-arranged words. Writing to keep my sanity.